only if you could talk...

my dear dearest puppy
1999 ~ 20th march 2007

i'm sorry that i made the decision to let you go. it's been a huge struggle for me to let you go, to let you go after being with you for 5 years.

i found you in a dark rainy night and since then we've been through many tough rides in your life. yet you proved to me you are such a fighter and you survived one and another disease attack. but this time, each time i see you down my heart just torn apart and i'm not sure if you can make it anymore...

only if you could talk, i wish to hear you tell me if you want to fight again, or you would rather go...

if we ever have our next life, please let me be yours once more.

the rebels r planning their moves...

the 2 days shoot was over, i dragged myself to go in office today. once i reached my work place, i saw the team is discussing an email wrote by the stupid cow. surprisingly my head didn't heat up, i guess it has come to the stage tht i really get numb now. i could only feel my stomach was calling out for food so we went out for lunch.

we made fun of the stupid client n laughed n laughed, this is the first time we react differently to the harsh n nasty comments she made. i can't help but believe tht is because we have all given up on the account oredi. the copywriter has tendered her resignation, the 2 brand executives have plans on their own so soon they will be leaving, next, if everything i plan goes well, i'll be, and can't wait to run away from this sour working relationship, oh n not to forget to mention the group brand director who complains more than we do, am sure she is planning something sweet for herself too... it left the 2 newbies on the account, the new designer n senior brand manager. i hope they can survive then.

this month's job is reaching to it's end stage, yet the drama jus get started, i'm prepared for more bitchy words from the stupid cow. worried? nah.... who cares!!

the better things are yet to come...

sometimes we should be thankful for all the asshole clients tht make our lives difficult, because of them, we finally push ourselves to quit the job n do the things we always wanted to do.

for nearly 2 years, one hiccup after another, am stil trying to be positive n focus on the job each time i cooled myself down, yet one and another client's shit stil smashed to my face every now n then... if they see us as a team, n be grateful for all the urgent jobs we rushed for them n our effort to make it to the deadline, we would jus wipe their shit off the face n forgive them. instead, these assholes who make us suffer from their deficiency in work capability n their stupidity, keep giving nasty remarks on us constantly.

so, enough is enough, while the agency is desperately trying to please these idiots, i decided to give up n focus on the better things tht could happen to me in future.