tht bali trip lah...

bali dec 2007
finally managed to upload the trip.

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i've been busy. but i can't really recall wat has been happening lately. days pass n seem meaningless to me nowadays. or hav i really been busy lately? or jus being restless n agitated?

my thoughts become random, i can't focus. there r so much things to do, i want to do, i need to do or i hav to do, but at the same time, they all seem not important at all. n i pause. at times i'm aroused by some ideas n feel energetic but it doesnt last long. i always thought i know wat i want, but now am jus not sure anymore.

now. now i jus wish i can be a selfish n irresponsible person who can walk out of everything n everyone in my life. do nothing. jus lie down n sleep. play v my pets n spend every single cent i hav. ya, like that. worries nothing even til the day when notices from banks for all the loans blast my mail box, even til they send some fierce looking men to threaten me for the payments, even til then i can jus look into their eyes n said: "so wat? i hav nothing for u, dude."

can i? i wish i can.