wat i did last night...

to be more precised, the title should be 'wat i did this morning...' as i reached home around 3 n got to bed with wax-like body n hair smelt like fish, i did something gross. i munched some junk food till i fell asleep.

usually after a long day of work, i love to tuck myself in after bath then munch some junk food then watch a few minutes of movies then brush my teeth before i dozz off... but recently this little bad habit has become a luxury n i havent done tht in a long long time.

so last nite (this morning), when i went to bed (with wax-like body n hair smelt like fish), i suddenly become furious tht my little bad habit is taken away by the crazy telco client. thinking of this my hands started reaching out to the junk food then the next thing i know, my mouth is full of the preserved ginger when i woke up.

i actually munched the preserved ginger till i fell asleep.

this is how bad a telco account can make you.

cel...cock

yeah yeah blah blah...

cool?

friday late night work, drag till now, saturday 2.14am. it's always been busy since i joined here, but wat make it worse in these 2 days - am stuck v ideas so don even talk about executing the visuals for monday's 12 noon deadline...

since i cant work, i do wat i do best, i talk cock. i literally talked cock to my designer who sits beside me, i talked cock in msn, n now i talk some more here...

but before tht i was reading some blogs randomly, n discover many cool ppl outhere. they r not celebrities, they r jus normal ppl like u & me (brad pitt if u r reading this, i dont mean u ok?) i find them cool simply becos i 'see' so much life they've lived. they work as well but they manage to take part in many other social activities besides work, n experience something totally different from wat they r familiar with. like taking up a 20km marathon challenge, listing down the books u wanna read n actually do it, throwing a party n cook for the guests, doin a research on a mountain bike tht desire to buy...

i think it's very cool. then it makes me feel so uncool bout myself now, i mean i cant even give a better celebrity name here (didnt i mention brad pitt jus now? n he is so last decade yeah i know...)

so i wanna be cool too, there's no reason y i cant be cool rite? so tomorrow am gonna bath my dogs n do my laundry, things tht i've been dragging for weeks n i actually gonna do it tomorrow. i think it's cool.

where am sitting

from star hill to sg. wang

wat it takes to be a head?

must hav brain inside.

the grass is greener on other side? or equally green? or equally dry?

friday today, another week is closing to its end. i've been checking resumes & interviewing some people via msn (thanks to the technology tht we can talk to strangers instantly)... there're plenty of talented ppl outhere, but finding one tht can stand a telco account and messy system is another thing.

sometimes i jus find myself being too honest, i wil tell the candidates the real scenario here instead of conning them into the job. it may take longer time to find staffs tht way but i jus wanna find the right one cos i don wan to spend time looking at resumes again.

i'm surprise some stil show interests after knowing the telco syndrome, i guess when one is fed-up with the job/situation they jus wanna get a way out desperately, even if the place is not tht happening. they see grass is greener on my side and i see grass is greener on the other side.

i talked to a 'smoking pal' today and realise one thing, the fact is, the grass is equally green (or dry) everywhere, depends on how positive you r. so i decided to move on tho i stil miss my ex office very much. everything has its both sides, despite of not-so-happening environment & messy system, at least the ppl here r all seriously doin their own work. no favouritism n no second treatment n no gang play.

so, am goin to be tough, and i know i can.