i hav this butterfly in my stomach since yesterday, after knowing tht i need to sit with the sucker to do the career evaluation.
it upsets me. i don see a career here, i see it as a job. so sad to admit tht. i really donno how to evaluate myself here. how good can u achieve if u don hav passion for the things u do? i know the answer, tht's y am upset.
i saw him sitting side by side with all other collegues, tht upsets me. can i ask him to move his ass back to his seat instead of sitting besides me? tht definately suffocates me.
i told myself to stay calm when it's my turn. zip my mouth tight don let the words blaze. let him finish to get it over n done with. don fight back... but i know my eyes wil betray me. my eyes wil be in flames n burn him inside out.
the butterfly is getting bigger n bigger, well fed by the worrying. i feel like wanna puke now.
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hey woman, it is not like you to be acting so uncool. cool it, ok? u'll be fine. he is NO BIG DEAL!!!!
i know i know... but i jus hate talking to him. everytime without fail, after i talk to him n the moment i step out of his room, i thought of resigning. tht's y i really hate to talk to him.
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