troubled mind

"Don't give love burden because it is simplicity itself"

i wrote that in year 2000. if i havent flipped thru my old diary these days i wudnt know i hav written so many craps.

to preach is one thing, practicing it is another. i hav a complicated mind, when one thing clashes with my principle, even i know i want it, i wil stil slice the thing up into layers and think every bloody layer thoroughly, and layers spinned off from each layer n so on...

do i want it so badly to slap my own mouth? i asked myself. i hav the answer deep in me but i really donno how to handle the situation.