22/10/06 : sunday

puppy was put on drips n her time is not up yet. if she dies i wud never forgive myself. i made a promise tht she wil never left alone n unattended anymore. she is old, she deserves some more good years n i wil do as best as i can. i cleaned the house, keeping myself occupied. at night when i settled myself in bed, the loneliness swept over and i was swallowen by the emptiness.

"if i could be anything i would be your tear, so i could be born in your eye, live down your cheek and die on your lips"

this is one of the reason i couldnt get over u...