awakening

it took me some time to call him 'ex' after the break-up. i refused to use the word 'ex' at the early stage when the wound was stil fresh, becos i thought if i use the term there wil never be a turning back, if i use the term on him, he wil, be an 'ex' forever, n watever happened between us wil be a past. until recently, i started to use the term. i finally accept the fact tht we r separated, n i've got over him. at least i thought i was.

not til this morning i received an email from him. it was jus 2 lines in it, my tears falling down the face. jus when i thought i hav moved on to something new, my heart stil linger in the past, i guess it never leaves the past, it's just waiting for this email to tell myself, the felling hasnt died. it's jus been buried for awhile, n now it's awake.